28th April 2015

I'm trying to smile while looking at me in the mirror, but I can't do it! Smiling is my favorite thing in the world and I can't even do it. I've chosen the path that others wanted for me, now I wanna go back but nobody helps me to get there. I'm lying I'm not doing it right because I'm afraid because I'm kind and that is taken for weakness and I've chosen to believe that in the past too much time. Believing I was weak made me being it and now that I don't believe  it anymore I don't think strong too. I needed somebody hanging me every second but I can't have that and it makes me want to be down. But I don't wanna be down that is why I get up and scream "I am strong".

Goal: Today I simply wrote what was at the surface of my head. It was heavy, now it's lighter. Go for it spell it out what is at the top of your mind right now. And then tell to yourself "I am strong". Because you were able to speak the truth.

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